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Friday, August 19, 2011

Kadang-kadang?

Before I start my rant any further.. HAPPY FASTING, y'all! Heh.. :)

As usual, when it comes to blogging, I just can't afford to resist myself from rambling without any particular reasons. Hah. Bila otak dah terlebih 'function', you'll tend to think about so many things. Believe me. I've been experiencing this all the time, people! Haha. Banyak benda sampai kadang2 tu terasa macam urat2 saraf dan segala neuron otak apakejadah tu semua macam bersimpul-simpul, berbelit-belit. (*Ceh! Hiperbola.)

Have you ever wondered why are you doing things that you're currently doing now? Reasons why and how it all started? Were there any factors that influence you to get involved in those things? Adakah kita buat semua ni disebabkan, "Oh, parents saya yang suruh saya buat macam tu." atau "Ramai kawan saya yang buat mende-alah ni so, saya pun ikut-lah diorang." atau "Dah memang minat saya dari kecik nak jadi macam tu." atau "Eh, hari tu saya tengok orang tu buat kerja macam tu kat tv, nampak macam cool habis." Oh, well.. I'm pretty sure that there'll be dozens of these kind of reasons cum questions popped out. However, in my case, I'd like to compile them all by having the thought we could be everything, anything that we want. Kan? (*Ceh.. Cliche kot, mak cik.)

Kadang-kadang tu ada jugak timbul negative thoughts yang bukan main sikit punya banyak. Berlambak-lambak. As usual the main function of pessimism is to trick your mind, body and soul. Yes, indeed. It is always easier said than done. Betul. Tak nafikan. Bercakap memang senang, cuba buat tengok. Baru tau susah tak susah. However, I don't think it's a sin to use your imaginations in order to figure things out. Well, as long as they're logical-lah, kan.

For examples, when I was a kid, I wanted to be a doctor, an engineer, an architect, a teacher, and other great occupations. You name it. Semua nak sapu. Tak mau kalah. Haha. Jawapan2 biasa kanak2 Ribena bila cikgu darjah dan sedara-mara bila pergi raya tanya.. "Bila dah besar ni nak jadi apa?" Err..

Tapi kadang2 terfikir jugak nak jadi bomba sebab ingat senang main simbah2 air bila ada api. Kadang2 teringin nak jadi tukang buat roti canai sebab bila melopong-lopong tengok anei2 tebar roti melambung-lambung, melayang-layang. Pergh. Terror kot! Kadang2 teringin nak jadi model, konon ingat kerja senang asyik jalan (catwalk) pakai high heels, make-up and also we get to wear those designer clothes. Kadang2 tu perasan pulak nak jadi penyanyi konon bajet suara sedap sangat, merdu habis bak buluh perindu sebab selalu melalak-lalak kat dalam bilik air sampai 2 jam pun belum tentu keluar lagi. Kadang2 bila tengok Sailormoon kat tv haa mula-lah nak ambik towel buat skirt siap tocang dua kat kepala, cita-cita nak jadi sailormoon penyelamat dunia guna kuasa bulan. Kadang2 gatal pulak tukar ambition nak jadi power ranger, kira nampak cool gila-lah bila hari2 hentam pakai baju color pink, perasan boleh jadi pink ranger. Haish! Semua kot nak jadi!

Typical solutions, ey? Jawapan standard kanak2 Ribena. And I used to be that kind of kid. Immature. Well.. I guess I still am now. Haha. Well.. Let's go straight to the point, shall we?

Bila kita dah semakin dewasa, dah berpangkat 'kakak2-abang2-makcik2-pakcik2', matang dan level 'ketuabangka-an' semakin tinggi, I think that we should be grateful. Grateful in a sense that we're now able to think wisely on what's best for ourselves and also for other people around us, loved ones especially. Yes, for sure all sorts of emotions, attitudes and our ways of thinking about any particular thing might be different from one another. Never you mind that. We all have our stands. Jadi-lah apa saja, siapa saja asalkan those things that we're planning to do are positive + logical to be executed.

Teringin nak jadi bomba masa kecik tapi bila dah besar hajat tak berapa nak sampai? Boleh je kot tolong padam-kan api lilin bila sesi blackout kat rumah dah habis. Kalau bomba yang real kat luar tu berani menangkap segala binatang species macam ular tu semua, why not kita jadi bomba dalam rumah? Tolong tangkap / hapuskan lipas2 jahat yang datang mengganggu si kakak (ehem2..) Nak jadi doctor masa kecik2, tapi bila dah besar tak kesampaian sebab markah Biology cukup2 makan je waktu kat sekolah dulu. Boleh je jadi doctor sekarang, kat rumah misalnya bila ibu atau ayah atau adik ke abang ke tak sihat, haa.. Apalagi, pergi tolong ambilkan panadol dan tampalkan koyok. Nak jadi penebar roti canai yang terror bab melambung-lambungkan roti ke udara? Boleh je kot. Pergi sental baju ke kain batik / pelekat dalam bilik air. Haa, nak lambung tinggi mana pun boleh. Berangan nak jadi sailormoon atau power ranger masa kecik2 tapi bila dah besar, confirm takkan jadi? Boleh kot! Siapa kata tak boleh? Be a sailormoon or a power ranger when needed to the people around us. Nak guna kuasa bulan? Kuasa matahari? Guna-lah kuasa apakejadah yang patut. And apply those 'kuasa' towards the house-chores yang confirm berlambak-lambak. For examples like, vakum karpet ke, basuh piok2, kuali2 ke, tolong pasang langsir ke (dah nak dekat raya ni, kan?) and many others. Bukan superheroes suka tolong orang yang memerlukan ke? Kira tolong-lah tu, kan?

To be short, (*Ceh.. After all the paragraphs yang berjela tadi, baru nak tulis "To be short..?") Hah! I truly think that we can be anything that we want. All of the great ambitions that we dreamed of when we were a kid. It's just that, those ambitions may not turn out to be that exact, and might be slightly different than what we used to have in mind. They may come in an unpredictable way but for sure, when it comes to their objectives or points of doing it, we're kinda like applying the same force yet momentum. (*Pergh.. Teringat kat subject Physics kot. Haha!) At the end of the day, we'll realize that it's all about how dedicated are we, how much effort that we put in and how consistent are we in order to achieve those things.

I ain't sure why would I ramble something about this, this time. Well, I guess I'm pretty loony at this late hour and perhaps you might think that "Hah, budak Azrin ni tengah meracau-racau ke apa ni?" Yeah, seriously, I'm thinking the same here. Haha. I don't know. I woke up this morning, (right after sahur) and this thingy thing just appeared in my head. Must be some kind of a wake-up call for me. Bulan baik, hari baik and I just thought that why not I share this 'ntah-pape' thought of mind instead of my typical 'teh-ais + cendol + ManU' posts. Haha. Ambik yang baik, buang yang mana tak baik, tak salah, kan?

"TO INFINITY AND BEYOND?"

G'day, people! :)

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

I Ask Myself Today

I've loads of things in my head right now. Loads.

I ask myself today.
Is it okay to be a 'crybaby' at this age?
Will I forever be one, in this bricked 'cage'?
Why can't I just digest the reality and turn over a new page?
Trying to take a firm grip of the life's image.
Sure thing, there'll be a disadvantage.
Having enough strength to manage?
Perhaps, it's just the temporary brain leakage?
A typical rage from the average.
Need to find a bandage.
P/s : "So, heart. Got the message?"

Friday, July 15, 2011

A Matter of Potter (13 / 7 / 2)


I had a day which was coincidentally full of numbers like 13, 7, 2. I can't seem to know why but I guess, when it comes to Potter's matter, magic happens. Haha. Ces. Astaghafirullahalazim. I sound ridiculous, I know. Anyway, I went to MidValley and was the 1st ever in line to purchase HP7 part 2 tickets. I came 1 hour earlier, even earlier than the GSC's staffs themselves! Haha. While waiting for those counters to open, I took out my Deathly Hallows (which I prefer to call it, Potter's-buku-gemuk) and re-read the book. After 1 hour of standing, the counters were finally opened and people rushed for the tickets. Well, that included me, though. Went to counter number 7 to purchase mine and coincidentally there was only one seat left in the H row, seat number 13. Just celebrated my b'day, last 13 / 7 (two days ago) and I pretty much think that the seat that was being selected earlier, was purchased at counter 7, would have some sort of ' co-incidents' with the birthdate, eh? Yeah, indeed. I sounded gila lagi. Haha. Anyway, on to the next 'kebetulan' that I encountered which somehow did pertain to the numbers of 13, 7 and 2. Just so you guys know that HP7 part 2 was being released officially today (14th July 2011). An awesome finale, I must say. Unfortunately, I only had a chance to watch this last sequel twice. InsyaAllah, I'll multiply the figures soon. Heh. Right after I finished watching the first one which ended at 2.00 pm, I waited for my second time of meeting Mr. Potter, again. This time, I got seat number 2. Another 'sweet coincident' for the 2nd time of watching HP7 part 2, sitting on seat number 2! Finished with the movie, I decided to go home. Had to take a cab-lah pulak. Haha. And please have a guess on how much did the cab fare cost me? It was RM7.00! Another 7 appeared, huh! Haish.

Well, I guess these were all no biggies. Perhaps, it's one of the days that I'm 'fortunate' enough to face. A day which 'contains' a series of numbers as identical as my birth date and also my 'all-time-interest', HARRY POTTER! It's kinda sad that this is the last sequel, the very last one, of an epic, super epic tale of all time! I love you, HP! :'D

Thursday, July 14, 2011

Old Already..


13th July 2011. Another year has passed and she is, officially one year older now. Thank Allah for the opportunity given, to have me still standing in this earth. And I personally can't breath easy without having family and friends around me. No doubt, they ARE my oxygen. Happy birthday ME! Hope all is well, InsyaAllah.. :)

Monday, May 23, 2011

Yes, we are the CHAMPIONS!

GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!

Monday, May 9, 2011

Oh Yeah!


GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED!
That was a SUPER AWESOME game!

P/s : Sweet dreams, Drogba and Friends.. ;)

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

Aaawww.. That Old Header!


That's my old Blogxygen's header. Wonder why would I repost it this time! Haha.. I guess, it makes me realize how free I was back then. Doing all this kind of stuff. Ramblings. Being a 'kepohci'. ManU game reviews. Sarcasms for Berbatov. Stories of teh ais. Cendol's epic exaggeration. Hah! I so need the charm of an ultimate 'kepohci' back! Ugh! :/

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

April's Gone and May's On!

Hi hi hi hi hi, you guys!

Oh my dear Blogxygen. Been abandoned, ey? I didn't quite have the time to even update once last month! Gosh! Busy busy me. Haha. Exams, assignments and stuff. Phew.. Kepala hampir bocor-lah jugak. I miss updating my Blogxygen! So bad! Even the cousin (*I know you're grinning in front of the screen now, Chiko! Haha!) and he's like.. "Azrin! Update your blog." And I'm like.. "Yes, I will. Later." And my 'later' hmm.. Sampai ke sudah! Tengok! April dah lepas! Ces! Kata je nak update bloggie at least for once a month! Even game ManU pun tak tengok, asyik miss je. Selalu-nya sampai tertumpah-tumpah Ribena kat atas karpet time tengok Vidic, tapi laa ni.. Bukan kata nak tumpah-kan Ribena kat atas karpet je, nak bancuh Ribena pun tak sempat! Argh! So much of things in my head, needed to be 'poured' here. Wish I had those free times (again) like I used to have last time! Hmm.. :'/

Anyway, I guess I could take a deep breath (for now) as the exam just lasted few days ago. Yay! Haha.. Tapi tak boleh nak hoo-haa sangat. Waiting for the result can make me sick somehow. Fuh! Hopefully, all is well. And and and and.. I owe myself a lot of movies, cendols, teh ais, Vidic's moments, YouTube(ing), my guitars and the BOOKS! Yaaahhh.. Cuti sem ni, InsyaAllah, semua 'hutang' itu bakal dilangsai-kan. Hehe.. Thanks also to Miss Hajar and MamaJnJ for the blog visits, comments on fb and tweets. Those are like one of the 'energy-sources' I receive, each time I log in. Oh yeah, make sure you guys are having great days too! Much love from the lazy blogger, yet an epic cendol + teh ais MONSTER! ;)
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