Friends = Stars

Howdy everyone! How's thing going on so far, mate? It's been a while since the last rant, kan? Well.. As for myself and I, the first month of 2011, so far has given me both easy and difficult times to be endured. It is about life we're talking about, right? There ain't happiness laying in front of you for 24/7, kan? When hard times emerge, we often feel and assume that life isn't fair. Indeed, it is. Sometimes. Typical way of thinking, I know. And I had mine once I heard about one of my best friends was recently diagnosed with a total chronic disease. Cancer. It was very very very hard for me to accept the shocking news, really. Even the other girlfriends of mine too.

And this person whom I called Yana, was and is an awesome girl. Soft-spoken with her Kedah accent which I always make fun of every time she says to me, "Azrin, awaitnya hang makan banyak sangat? Sat gi kembong perut tu baru hang tau!" Haha.. Bila waktu subjek seni (form 1) Yana-lah jadi tukang supplier berus lukisan, Buncho dan apa kejadah semua. Tengah2 lukis, dia suka je cakap ayat ni berulang-ulang kali.. "Jangan lupa. Kita mesti kena pandai bermain dengan warna!" Last2, Fara, Athirah, Bulat and myself akan bantai gelak sampai habis kelas seni. She's talented and very creative. Even time buat nota subjek agama pun dia siap buat warna-warni. 'Ustazah Rozita's favourite student', kata Bulat. Haha.. Kalau nak flasback balik time sekolah dulu, serius sampai esok pun belum tentu habis. To be short, she's one of the most wonderful persons I've ever met in my life.

Knowing the fact that she is now battling with the disease, makes me feel so sad. Speechless. What more can I do as a friend? Often, I tend to feel that I ain't a good friend to her especially in this such situation. Deep down inside, I reluctant to be the kind of friend who's around only during the fun period. I pray to Allah each second not to turn me into one of that 'species'! I love all of my friends. A lot. More than I can imagine, I think. They're as important as my own family. And as for her, I pray to Allah that she'll be cured from the disease and mostly, be strong to face this one major life challenge, all the time. I may not have the chance to be by her side everyday, but I know that I can afford to lend her my strength, the love of friendship, my prayers or anything, anything which a good friend like herself, worth to receive. Semoga Allah swt memberkati kehidupan kita semua. Amin..

Peace Y'all!

Salam + a BIG smile to ALL! :)

Well, there are loadsa things to be said actually, but.. Due to kemalasan maximum si tuan-punya-blog, things that're planned to be 'posted' few days earlier, dah terlupa.. Heh.. Seriously, this blog has turned out to be really really really 'DUSTY!' If you know what I'm saying.. Haha.. Dah lama sangat tak update or even a single visit from the tuan-blog, herself! Haish.. I miss those good all days when I was so so so so RAJIN updating my own blog.. Hmm.. :/

Pejam celik pejam celik, dah nak masuk tahun baru, 2011.. Whoa! Time flies, people! Really! Tak sedar diri dah tua dan semakin tua. Haha.. Well, I don't really like to talk much about new year's resolutions for I have none specifically and ultimately valid for myself. Banyak sangat, sampai dah terlupa pun. Alaa.. Azam untuk tahun2 yang lepas pun belum achieve lagi kot. Perhaps half of them, dah.. Thank Allah for that.. :)

Cuti sekolah dah habis and eventually, that makes my lil' sis and bro, si Kakdik and Adik will no longer be 'conquering' the laptop for GAMES! Haha.. Anyway, hope they'll do fine and enjoy themselves to be back to school on this brand new year of 2011!

And as for you guys out there, I'd like to wish a happy happy happy and prosperous new year! May positive things happen and make us all smile every single day.. Peace out! :D

I Miss Blogging So Bad!

I really really really miss blogging! Gosh.. It feels like ages already! Haha.. I've no idea on what to ramble about, right now. It seems like the ranting skill of mine has faded away. I miss those days when I was making a report on every ManU match. Those ramblings about how obsessed was I about teh ais, teh ais, teh ais and teh ais. Haish.. Really need to have some free time where I can blog-ramble-kepoh like what I used to do on those days. Hmm.. Miss you guys too, Blogxygenators! (Kalau ada-lah.. Haha..)

*She'll be back for more.. InsyaAllah.. :)

Hard Times Do Come..

Hi all.. :)

I have no idea on how to start this rant. Deep inside, I can still feel the pain. The pain that I gained last 2 Mondays where I lost all of my important stuffs. You name 'em.. My laptop, handphone, wallet and broadband modem. Seriously, I hate to recall that accident. It's like bringing me back to that particular moment which I guess wasn't really a pleasant matter, of course. :'(

It all happened when I entered the computer lab (around the campus) for only less than 5 minutes and I was so stupid to leave my bag outside of the lab. A really dumb action to be exact, really dumb. To be short here, I was being like a super crazy + lunatic person, wandering around my campus compound with loadsa tears in my eyes, having the thought that I may have the chance to find my missing stuffs back. Unfortunately, no.. Even the guards can't do anything about this. Conclusion is.. I was alone. To face the problem that I created myself based on the excessive stupidness, lies within this head of mine. *sigh..

Photos, stuffs like my assignments, projects, notes, EVERYTHING.. Are now GONE. For good. For almost a week, I can't do anything. Felt so weak. Super weak. As I entered the bedroom, I'll feel emptier. My desk is now alone without its main companion, my laptop. I know.. I was being so careless. So so careless! This is like the price that I've gotta pay for being such a careless and not to forget, SUPER DUMB human-being. Period. :'/

ManU 3 - Liverpool 2

Hi all.. :)

I shall type this post with a big, broad smile upon my face as a tribute to the victory gained by ManU just now. Haha.. It's been quite a while since the last time I pretended to be a football commentator. Sheesh.. And yeah, as we all know, ManU just had a 'battle' with Liverpool. The game started quite well, I guess. Displaying their brilliant foot-works and energies, the Red Devils walked away with 3 goals contributed by its very own Berbatov. Well, I hate to say this actually but.. Thanks to this guy for being the savior of the night. (*I can't believe I said this!) Ehem.. But.. But.. But.. This doesn't mean I will stop the sarcasm that I potently used to 'describe' Berba. It has become a habit to me, though. Can't help it. Haha.. Nevertheless, that was indeed a 'heart-pounding' match. Glory2 Man United! Wee!

"Was that a kiss goodbye on the camera, bro? Yikes."

Selamat Hari Raya!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all..

Maaf zahir & batin..

V('-,')V

Fishing?

Salam + a BIG smile to all! :)

As we all aware of, the month of August will be leaving us soon. The Independence Day is coming too! Puasa is still going on and if my calculator isn't broken (*ceh!) it has been nearly more than 15 days we, Muslims're fasting during this holy month of Ramadhan. Tak lama lagi dah nak raya. As for me, I haven't prepared anything yet, termasuk-lah rutin wajib tahunan which is.. Jadi tukang cat dinding-dinding-dinding-dinding yang ada kat rumah tu haa.. Haish.. Believe me, though the walls seem to look 'naively-not-too-wide-or-whatever', but once you start the painting part, you'll discover the truth! By all means, you'll sleep with sores all over your body especially the shoulders, wey! Dang! Haha.. I may sound a bit exaggerating here, but hey.. You'll never know if you never try. Hihi..

Well actually, the main purpose of this post isn't that I want to 'expose' myself as 'an-unofficial-annual-wall-painter' to y'all. Hah! Can you see that picture (shown above)? Yeah.. The legs are mine indeed. Haha.. Including that red looking fishing rod on the right side. Fishing isn't really my fav activity to do but for certain times, I've to admit that it can be one. Nak kata terror sangat memancing, hmm.. Terror kot. Ceh! Tak2.. I lied! I ain't really good at it. Kadang2 je dapat ikan. Ikan tu pulak kalau besar gedabak sampai boleh buat ikan bakar yang cicah2 dengan kuah asam tu boleh jugak, tapi.. Kalau ikan yang saiz-nya lebih kurang besar saiz tapak tangan? Kalau buat ikan bakar pun setakat buat tahi gigi je. Haish! And what is the most important part when you're fishing? The bait, kan? Haa.. Ni lagi satu problem that I can't 'solve' dari dulu sampai sekarang. Part nak letak umpan kat mata kail tu-lah yang paling.. Yerk! Betul, tak tipu. Yerk! Pun-poon or pon-pun or whatever the spelling is, ialah sejenis cacing yang lembik and gemok, banyak isi, banyak darah (*goosebumps!) that I oftenly used as baits. Seriously, memang geli gila tengok menatang alah tu. Haa.. Belum pegang lagi! Sudah-nya, my bro and ayah will put the bait for me-lah, kan. Haha.. Mengade, I know!

The point is, I miss fishing! Sangat2 miss. :'(

(*Haish.. Bulan puasa-lah Azrin! Nak memancing apanya?! Ek.. Ikan mana puasa!)

A Wake-Up Call

Salam + a BIG smile to all.. :)

Yo, people! How's puasa going on so far? Alhamdulillah.. Berkat bulan Ramadhan, everything's running quite smoothly I guess. Too bad, this year I won't be having the chance to bring my best friend, Kwang Suganti to a bazaar Ramadhan as she just returned to Bangalore last week. Haish.. Last year, we both went together, bought some kuih(s) and got sweaty in the middle of the crowd! Phew.. . And that was her first ever visit to bazaar Ramadhan! Hah.. I know.. This girl ar, serupa tak duduk kat M'sia je! Hahaha.. (*Will miss you everyday, babe!) :P

And today.. Entah angin kus2 apa entah, I suddenly feel like blogging. Hah! Tuan punya Blogxygen sudah semakin terkenal dengan kemalasannya untuk meng-update blog beliau yang betul2 'lau yah' ni. Ceh! :/

Well, that wasn't the real point actually. I just wanna thank Him, The Almighty for sending me a wake-up call, making me realize that I should stop doing things that I shouldn't have done since lately ni. Not trying to be extra cliche here, but really.. I'm grateful to be awaken! Hah! I know I may sound a little 'loony'.. Pardon the teh ais girl, yeah! Haha! So I guess, for now I must stay focus and get my feet back on the ground, despite all of those 'unnecessary' things, I should think of myself and my family more. Of course, friends too! You all pun boleh masuk list sekali-lah! Haha.. Much more stuffs that'll worth paying attention on rather than me, wasting time on something and someone.. (*wink2!)

And really, the reality check that I've been through has 'inspired' me to be a 'better-Me'! Much much better, InsyaAllah..