March's 1st Post!

Hi all! How're you guys doing?

I've realized that I'm updating this 'lau yah' blog once a month. Fuh.. Standard dah kot level kemalasan tu. Dah tak boleh nak tolong dah. Sebulan sekali? Tengok sikit kat archive 2011 tu haa.. Mak ai.. Confirm, skil membebebebebebebebel si tuan punya blog dah makin nipis. Eceh.. Haha..

I think I've lost my (*worthy charm) of being 'perasan-konon-jadi-bola-punya-commentator'. Haha.. Yeah, seriously guys, I miss the 'Ferguson-ish' sense in me. Kalau dulu2, bila habis je tengok game ManU versus 'team-sipolan2', I'll straight away run my fingers on the keyboard, typing those of my cheesy type of game previews. And now, I wish I could have the time to even, WATCH MY MAN UTD GAMES WITHOUT SNORING IN THE SOFA DURING THE 2nd HALF! See.. How 'pathetic' I'm becoming!

*But sometimes, I wonder why would other people argue with me (particularly on my fb wall) whenever ManU loses any game. Seriously, it annoys me sometimes. For example, the game we had with 'Liverfool' wasn't really a good one though. And there was one fella came and wrote on my fb wall, why did ManU players played like THAT! Letting the rivals to clog in 3 goals while Nani cried on the field plus, my 'manja' Nemanja Vidic was being sent off! The fella kept questioning ME about why would such things happened to my team! He was also mumbling about Fergie would've used a better tactical plan and blablabla. And I was like.. "WHAT?!" Apa, dia ingat si Azrin tu bini Fergie ke apa? Tak pun, assistant coach? Referee? Eee.. It doesn't make any sense, right. For me, kalah means kalah. Menang is menang. At the end of the season, we'll see who'll grab the cup. Kan? Ini tak.. He was saying about the other team played for the pride-lah, ManU played just for the sake of getting the cup-lah. Ey! Rimas mak cik, nak.. Haha.. Yeah, some people can be thaaaat fanatic, huh? Se-fanatic2 si Azrin tu pun tang part Vidic je kot. Hahaha..

Phew.. I think that'll be enough. Blogging about football always makes me 'wreck less'. In a way.. Haha.. Wish you guys a 'Happy March' yeah! *hugs!

The World We Live In

Hi all.. :)

It's been quite a while since the last post, huh? February is going to leave us soon. And March will approach next. As time passes by, loadsa things happen. Those things that tend to make you feel good and bad. Sometimes, it is sad to think that whatever you have put into to help or make others feel better, they just won't appreciate the favours you've given. It's sad to think that they don't digest the positive thoughts and intentions that you've got for them. Really frustrating, it is. And at the end of the day, any blame or regret, will be ultimately yours. Is the idea of helping others, reflects the bad side out of you anyway?

(*Bila dah besar2 ni, banyak benda nak kena fikir, nak kena timbang, nak kena kira dan 'apa-kejadah' punya nak kena. Life isn't always sweet. Even with too much of sweetness, it'll form a diabetic out of you, kan? Haha. Being an adult is easy but being a wise adult, pheww.. It's a lot tougher that it seems, dey. Be bold, heart + soul. Please send this 'adult' some supports, strength and love, Ya Allah!)

Miss teh ais and cendol.. A lot! :'(

Friends = Stars

Howdy everyone! How's thing going on so far, mate? It's been a while since the last rant, kan? Well.. As for myself and I, the first month of 2011, so far has given me both easy and difficult times to be endured. It is about life we're talking about, right? There ain't happiness laying in front of you for 24/7, kan? When hard times emerge, we often feel and assume that life isn't fair. Indeed, it is. Sometimes. Typical way of thinking, I know. And I had mine once I heard about one of my best friends was recently diagnosed with a total chronic disease. Cancer. It was very very very hard for me to accept the shocking news, really. Even the other girlfriends of mine too.

And this person whom I called Yana, was and is an awesome girl. Soft-spoken with her Kedah accent which I always make fun of every time she says to me, "Azrin, awaitnya hang makan banyak sangat? Sat gi kembong perut tu baru hang tau!" Haha.. Bila waktu subjek seni (form 1) Yana-lah jadi tukang supplier berus lukisan, Buncho dan apa kejadah semua. Tengah2 lukis, dia suka je cakap ayat ni berulang-ulang kali.. "Jangan lupa. Kita mesti kena pandai bermain dengan warna!" Last2, Fara, Athirah, Bulat and myself akan bantai gelak sampai habis kelas seni. She's talented and very creative. Even time buat nota subjek agama pun dia siap buat warna-warni. 'Ustazah Rozita's favourite student', kata Bulat. Haha.. Kalau nak flasback balik time sekolah dulu, serius sampai esok pun belum tentu habis. To be short, she's one of the most wonderful persons I've ever met in my life.

Knowing the fact that she is now battling with the disease, makes me feel so sad. Speechless. What more can I do as a friend? Often, I tend to feel that I ain't a good friend to her especially in this such situation. Deep down inside, I reluctant to be the kind of friend who's around only during the fun period. I pray to Allah each second not to turn me into one of that 'species'! I love all of my friends. A lot. More than I can imagine, I think. They're as important as my own family. And as for her, I pray to Allah that she'll be cured from the disease and mostly, be strong to face this one major life challenge, all the time. I may not have the chance to be by her side everyday, but I know that I can afford to lend her my strength, the love of friendship, my prayers or anything, anything which a good friend like herself, worth to receive. Semoga Allah swt memberkati kehidupan kita semua. Amin..

Peace Y'all!

Salam + a BIG smile to ALL! :)

Well, there are loadsa things to be said actually, but.. Due to kemalasan maximum si tuan-punya-blog, things that're planned to be 'posted' few days earlier, dah terlupa.. Heh.. Seriously, this blog has turned out to be really really really 'DUSTY!' If you know what I'm saying.. Haha.. Dah lama sangat tak update or even a single visit from the tuan-blog, herself! Haish.. I miss those good all days when I was so so so so RAJIN updating my own blog.. Hmm.. :/

Pejam celik pejam celik, dah nak masuk tahun baru, 2011.. Whoa! Time flies, people! Really! Tak sedar diri dah tua dan semakin tua. Haha.. Well, I don't really like to talk much about new year's resolutions for I have none specifically and ultimately valid for myself. Banyak sangat, sampai dah terlupa pun. Alaa.. Azam untuk tahun2 yang lepas pun belum achieve lagi kot. Perhaps half of them, dah.. Thank Allah for that.. :)

Cuti sekolah dah habis and eventually, that makes my lil' sis and bro, si Kakdik and Adik will no longer be 'conquering' the laptop for GAMES! Haha.. Anyway, hope they'll do fine and enjoy themselves to be back to school on this brand new year of 2011!

And as for you guys out there, I'd like to wish a happy happy happy and prosperous new year! May positive things happen and make us all smile every single day.. Peace out! :D

I Miss Blogging So Bad!

I really really really miss blogging! Gosh.. It feels like ages already! Haha.. I've no idea on what to ramble about, right now. It seems like the ranting skill of mine has faded away. I miss those days when I was making a report on every ManU match. Those ramblings about how obsessed was I about teh ais, teh ais, teh ais and teh ais. Haish.. Really need to have some free time where I can blog-ramble-kepoh like what I used to do on those days. Hmm.. Miss you guys too, Blogxygenators! (Kalau ada-lah.. Haha..)

*She'll be back for more.. InsyaAllah.. :)

Hard Times Do Come..

Hi all.. :)

I have no idea on how to start this rant. Deep inside, I can still feel the pain. The pain that I gained last 2 Mondays where I lost all of my important stuffs. You name 'em.. My laptop, handphone, wallet and broadband modem. Seriously, I hate to recall that accident. It's like bringing me back to that particular moment which I guess wasn't really a pleasant matter, of course. :'(

It all happened when I entered the computer lab (around the campus) for only less than 5 minutes and I was so stupid to leave my bag outside of the lab. A really dumb action to be exact, really dumb. To be short here, I was being like a super crazy + lunatic person, wandering around my campus compound with loadsa tears in my eyes, having the thought that I may have the chance to find my missing stuffs back. Unfortunately, no.. Even the guards can't do anything about this. Conclusion is.. I was alone. To face the problem that I created myself based on the excessive stupidness, lies within this head of mine. *sigh..

Photos, stuffs like my assignments, projects, notes, EVERYTHING.. Are now GONE. For good. For almost a week, I can't do anything. Felt so weak. Super weak. As I entered the bedroom, I'll feel emptier. My desk is now alone without its main companion, my laptop. I know.. I was being so careless. So so careless! This is like the price that I've gotta pay for being such a careless and not to forget, SUPER DUMB human-being. Period. :'/

ManU 3 - Liverpool 2

Hi all.. :)

I shall type this post with a big, broad smile upon my face as a tribute to the victory gained by ManU just now. Haha.. It's been quite a while since the last time I pretended to be a football commentator. Sheesh.. And yeah, as we all know, ManU just had a 'battle' with Liverpool. The game started quite well, I guess. Displaying their brilliant foot-works and energies, the Red Devils walked away with 3 goals contributed by its very own Berbatov. Well, I hate to say this actually but.. Thanks to this guy for being the savior of the night. (*I can't believe I said this!) Ehem.. But.. But.. But.. This doesn't mean I will stop the sarcasm that I potently used to 'describe' Berba. It has become a habit to me, though. Can't help it. Haha.. Nevertheless, that was indeed a 'heart-pounding' match. Glory2 Man United! Wee!

"Was that a kiss goodbye on the camera, bro? Yikes."

Selamat Hari Raya!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all..

Maaf zahir & batin..

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