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Wednesday, October 16, 2013

Despicable me..

I just can't help myself from doing the 'not-supposed-to-do' kind of things.
I can't refrain myself from carrying them on, even if  they weren't up to one's liking.

I sometimes tend to forget on what to think.
It seems to me that the brain reprimands his own friend named 'Feelings'.

And without fail, the idea of failing never fails to decline the failure from coming.
The usual, typical mindset which results of static cling.

I guess with these ignorance, pessimism 'qualities' in me, I'd be a champion if there's a contest like 'Who Wants to Be a bedebah (lousy) Human Being?'
And the rewards will be sins worth a million and a 'die-mond' that blings.

It is never an easy task to bring the words into actions as if like you were singing.
And it is never a good song to be sung when you know that the lyrics are lying.

Yes, it is wonderful to be treated and pampered as a Queen or a King.
And yes, it is wonderfool to stay astray while you're busy daydreaming.

I too, tend to forget how this glorious life is functioning.
More like in denial, playing pretend is the new game trending.

Perhaps, time is the culprit that turns this self into being oblivious and less caring.
But why put the blame on others when the bell itself doesn't ring a ring?

Everyday, in every hour and second I'm slacking.
But will there be a chance for this slacker to stop from breaking?
For she isn't as strong as she thought she could be in this life that's risk taking.
And to You, Allah, I'm wishing.
Please remind this poor mind of mine to always mind the fact that You, O'Allah, should always be in my mind and may all the good virtues to be forever lasting.

Amin.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha, mates! :')

Saturday, July 27, 2013

Be Thankful for What We Have..

Hi everyone. :)

Hope your puasa routine is doing good, yeah?

Lately, I've been busy with my final year project. Loads of work, you see. Haish.. Dugaan dugaan..

Raya is just around the corner, kan? (*And same goes with your finals, Azrin! Ah!) Anyway, I just saw this iklan raya from Petronas, and as usual, each year during puasa and raya months, Petronas has never failed us. Their tremendous ad or this time they call it as a 'webfilm' portrays a sense of gratefulness.
 
It makes me miss my Ibu even more. Sob2. Let's not forget to be thankful for the things that we have now, people. The smallest thing in the world could mean everything to us. Thank Allah for that.
 
I miss my family!!!!!! :'(

*Watch this video! You won't regret it! :')

Saturday, July 13, 2013

Not a Girl, not yet a Woman.

Thank Allah for His blessing.
Thank you, Ayah and Ibu.
I'm everything I am today because they love me.
Alhamdulillah.

Thanks to y'all too, awesome people!

:D

#feelsotua #b'day

Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Alamak, ais kepal!


Hi. How's your puasa today, people? Cewah.. Don't tell me that you guys literally buy all those yummy stuff kat bazar ramadhan? Oh well.. I do understand your position. It's the first day of puasa, so yeah.. With the murtabak, kuih segala kuih, air macam2 color tu semua. Haih, I feel you. I feel you. Haha.

As for me, I think today was kinda okay. Cuaca kat sini pun not that bad. It' just that I haven't really got a chance to 'attack' this lil' town's bazar ramadhan. No yet. Soon, I guess. Berbuka dengan bubur McD and the glorious Spicy Chicken McDeluxe je tadi. Yeah, I know. Pity. Away from family, macam tulah nasib. Nasi nasi tu semua balik hometown baru boleh dapat. Ecece. Mengada! :p

Well, yesterday my friends and I went for our regular tea-time after the class ended. We were, as usual, hanging out at Auntie Cendol's place. Maklum lah, just to have my cendol for the last time before the fasting month starts kan. Macam biasa, cendol was being attacked. After my second bowl, I gave the Auntie a 'cendol-satu-lagi' gesture. She had this long smile on her face which I kinda knew its meaning. Haha. Then, suddenly a huge bowl was placed right in front of my eyes. My friends and I were in awe. There's this red color shaved ice with some 'gula merah' being poured on top of it. I was like "Err.. I order cendol biasa, Auntie. Ini orang lain punya kot," whilst applying the 'alamak' expression on my face.

"Cuba dulu. Ini ais kepal. You hari-hari minum cendol, cuba lain pulak lah." The Auntie Cendol suddenly said that line to me and walked away with her pleasant smile. All of my friends went "Ooooo.. Your cendol has got a competition, Azrin!" "Habislah you!"

Yeah.. Friends.. =P

With some friends who were still can't get their eyes off me and the ais kepal, I spooned the attractive looking snowball nervously. The tongue started to be a judge. Fuyoh! Ais kepal. Ais kepal. Ais kepal. Yummaaayyyyhhhh!!!! The girlfriends of mine too, became the unofficial tasters. Sibuk je. Haha. And they liked it as well. Ended up all of them ordered a bowl each, for themselves. Ceh.

That Auntie Cendol asked me "Ha.. Sedap tak ais kepal tu?" "Next time mau cendol ka, mau ais kepal?"

I was like "Err.. Dua-dua lah Auntie." She laughed.

Haiyo.. Such a competition to my cendol lah you, ais kepal!

Cendol?

Ais kepal?

It's not gonna be that easy to decide on which to have next time. :(

Tuesday, July 9, 2013

Happy Puasa!

Esok puasa! Yay!

Happy fasting, everyone! :D

*Bye cendol.. Haha..

Friday, July 5, 2013

The Cendol's Enemy

'Mereka' berwarna-warni
Saling tak tumpah macam pelangi
Tak busuk dan tak wangi
Rupa pun tak-lah berseri
Entah
Mungkin saja mengaburi
Mata tertarik, tidak di hati
Otak mencongak berkali-kali
Patutkah 'mereka' diterima lagi?
Ah! Tekak kebas menjadi-jadi
Lidah kelu bagai dah lali
Entah
Apakan daya kalau begini
Tiada guna mengelak, berlari
Sakit badan tanggung sendiri
Telan saja 'mereka' berbiji
Mudah-mudahan pulih kembali
Bersamamu cendol di kemudian hari!

BIG HI, everyone! :)

It's been a long while since I last wrote my 'typical-konon-perasan-A.Samad Said' kind of poem. Haha. Reminds me of my previous poem/gurindam/sajak/pantun/orwhateveryouwannacallit. How I've retired from all these, it seems.. *sigh*

I hate ubat! Seriously. But I've no choice but to consume them for these past few days. Lost my voice yesterday. Kelakar je. Tak dengar langsung satu patah perkataan when I uttered. Ibu was like "Ah? Ah? Tak dengar kakak cakap apa? Ah? Apa dia?" when we talked over the phone. It was a very frustrating moment that made me cried all day. Gosh! Sucha crybaby, kan? Haish.. Perhaps, saki baki jerebu hari tu that's giving me all these demam, selsema, batuk-macam-apa-entah and nose bleeding. Haa hambik sekali doktor kasi ubat yang kalau dikira-kira, boleh agih-agih satu kampung. Lepas tu, siap cakap, "Haa.. ni mesti makan ais banyak sangat ni?" Eleh. Saja je doktor tu! Sengaja tak nak bagi makan cendol dan minum teh ais lah tu. Huh, lepas ni kita jangan berjumpa lagi! Eceh! *hentak-kaki-konon-mengade-perasan-innocent-macam-budak-kecik*

*Fine! Let me have those meds! :'(

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

The 'Gebu' Jerebu

Salam. Hello.
Anyone.
Haha.

Hopefully things are doing well, yeah? I mean, besides today's 'challenging' weather. Haiyo! I think I'm gonna need an oxygen tank, a huge one perhaps. My throat and my chest are killing me now. They seem to be clogged. My respiratory system isn't at its best state. Face masks are becoming my BFF now. Feel like a pro surgeon walking around. Haha. I wish I could pull off that 'look' with all these batuk and hingus happening around like nobody's business. Hope you guys aren't experiencing these things. Unlike me. :'(

Btw, in order to avoid ourselves from being 'fully conquered' by this terrible condition, yes the haze, let's not forget to drink lots and lots of water. Plain one okay, not some cendol or teh ais (macam 'orang' tu, ehem..). Put on a face mask when you're doing any outdoor activity. Ala, murah je, sekeping tak sampai pun seringgit. Alahai, beli cendol boleh, takkan face mask 'sechoe't' tu pun tak mau? Ewah!

Just a gentle reminder. For myself and you. And you. You, you over there and you. Haha. Take care people!

*It's my clogging nose that's making me blog after so maannyy years! Ceh!

Monday, May 13, 2013

Thank you!

Thank you. Really.. :')

 

Tuesday, April 23, 2013

2013


Glory glory Man United, and the Reds go marching on, on, on!

Cheers, everyone! Cheers!

=D

Saturday, March 30, 2013

Everything Will Be Fine..


I just feel like blogging today. One random thought. Hah.

Sometimes, people can be super ignorant without even noticing that they're being one. And yes, one of those kind of people is me. It isn't something to be proud of. Just no.

Today, I went to a place where there were a lot of busy people doing their stuff. *My usual lepak-ing spot back in my hometown* Here and there. Observing the live scenarios while spooning my sweet, cold cendol, I had a mixed feelings. Just like the cendol. It's sweet, creamy, yet its coldness revived your taste buds. Just perfect to describe how I felt at that moment.

An old uncle without slippers walked from a table to another. He greeted each person with a weak smile. His stained shirt looked dull. I noticed that one of his fingers was missing. My eyes were 'clothed' with my nerdy specs, so I was pretty sure that he only had 4 fingers. I refused to think further on where that finger went missing. I did not dare to. I pushed away my cendol bowl. He then continued his little journey. Leaving each table empty-handed. I just can't take my eyes off him. Those people who refused him, were barely even looked at him! Gosh! People can be that 'nice' sometimes, ey? I waited for him to turn to my table. But he didn't. He sat near the dirty stairs with an empty stare. Ah! I can't stand this anymore! Took out a green and a few blue notes from my pocket. Walked slowly towards him and.. "Uncle, tadi duit you jatuh." He looked at my hand. Then my face. "Ya, duit you, Uncle. Tadi jatuh kat sana." I pointed at err.. some random spot, I think. He held my hand with that weak smile. I nodded my head to tell him that I was telling him the truth. He looked confident this time and slowly took the notes out of my hand. "Xie xie. Xie xie." He walked. Weak but happy steps, I saw. Then, there was like a river in my eyes. Ish, Azrin!

"Ah. Enough already. Quit the emo part. Let's eat another bowl of cendol, shall we?" An energetic version of me shouted from within.

Another bowl? Yes, why not! All smiles now.

Then there was a bunch of young school boys, with their sweaty uniforms and rusty pairs of shoes. They laughed, giggled and screamed hysterically among each other while waiting for the Auntie Cendol to prepare their Sirap, Cendol Kosong, Ais Kacang and Soya. The Auntie Cendol suddenly chuckled upon a silly joke told by one of the boys. "Jangan nak cuba bodek Auntie hari ni ya. Semalam kan dah kasi free ais kacang," said that Auntie. The boys can't stop giggling and laughing. But this time, It wasn't loud at all. Almost no sound. No wonder. The Sirap, Cendol Kosong, Ais Kacang and Soya were already swimming in their mouths. "Tak apalah Auntie. Auntie baik. Nanti kitorang ada duit, kita bayar eh?" one of the boys finally answered the Auntie Cendol. "Kita balik dulu eh, Auntie. Kejap lagi ada 'koko' (kokurikulum). Terima kasih, Auntie. Bye!" And the whole bunch disappeared. Leaving the Auntie Cendol who sent them with a smile.

Hang on! They just left? Without paying the Auntie Cendol a cent for the Sirap, Cendol Kosong, Ais Kacang and Soya? Better yet, she's smiling now?

A few minutes later..

I approached her to pay my 2 bowls of cendol. "Cendol extra kacang 2. Berapa Auntie?" I took my wallet out. "Macam biasa. Biasa. 2 ringgit, amoi." She smiled. Again. "Thank you, Auntie. Cendol Auntie sedap!" With my typical 'gedik' tone, I sincerely complimented her. "Hari-hari you datang makan cendol sini, you tak boring ke amoi?" she asked me. "No-lah. Mana ada boring, Auntie."

"She won't say no to cendol, Auntie! Never!" A loud voice came from behind me. Oh! It was Sue, a good friend of mine. The Auntie Cendol laughed a little as a sign that she too agreed with my friend's statement. Ish, Sue ni! "Auntie, kenapa budak-budak sekolah tadi minum sini tada bayar you punya? Itu macam okay ka?" Sue asked her. Hey, that was my question! Never mind.. Sue and I waited for her answer.

"Tak apalah. Diorang sekolah lagi. Ada duit, bayarlah. Takda duit nak bayar, takkan tamau kasi diorang minum. Air saja, adik. Bukan emas." Hah! I saw Sue gulped. The Auntie looked so selamba or shall I say sincere when she said that. I felt warm inside.

While driving back home, a question popped out from my head; how terrible a human can be and how noble a human can be? To what extent should we as imperfect human beings, perfect our imperfections. Ignorance, arrogance, selfishness, greediness, and what not are everywhere. The tendency to have them is super high. But, I believe that we can be what we choose to be. And the choice is ultimately ours.

Living life gets difficult to do, at times don't you think? Silly question, cik kak! Haha.

InsyaAllah, everything will be fine. May Allah bless us all.

;)

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Oh My..


(Above: Just my 2 cents photo. Haha.)

Oh my my my.. Goodness me! It has been ages, it seems! (*covering face)

Hey guys. How are things going on? Everything's good ey? :)
Again, I just can't believe the fact that I actually own a blog! And yes, it has been amazingly and wonderfully updated abandoned! Ish.

I've got to admit, I probably would've forgotten how to blog actually. The 'kepoh-chi-blogger' in me is gone. Like, really really gone! :(

Anyway, things are going fine here. Thank Allah for that. I'm venturing, trying and exploring loads of new stuffs everyday. Yet, old habits / practices can't just disappear within a day, right? I am still a proud cendol-ian, teh ais monster and what not. Y'know me, kan. Pfft.

Btw, are we (ManU) leading now? Hehe. Well, I dare not consider myself a devoted ManU fan anymore. Argh! Miss the good old days. I guess, my alter-ego (Ferguson) has retired sooner than I thought. Now, if you would ask me who Nemanja Vidic is, I might shake my head as a signal of 'What's that? A detergent's brand or something?' It's depressing, I know. Can this village have an Astro kuali or at least, a TV?! Aiyo.

Won't promise that I'll update you daily, dear Blogxygen but believe me, I'll try not to forget the fact that I have you, my blog! Haha. See you guys soon yeah! Hugs! ;)
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